hmm i like my life

Love my life. Great friends and family. Its good to be happy. Everyone should smile more, it actually feels good :)

Just got back from cuba :)

I wish I never came back, I came to complete hell when I stepped through the doors of my school. One of my best friends in the whole world decides to steal my boyfriend. They were all over eachother and flirting and planning how he can break up with me and my best friend can break up with her boyfriend.The funny part was his excuse was " we havent talked in a week " I wanted to talk to him so badly just i couldnt, i was in CUBA FOR GOODNESS SAKES! I asked him so if my bestfriend was to leave for a week would you go flirt with another girl. He says " yeah probably". I hate my best friend now. I accepted her apology but shes a jerk. Shes the type of girl you would never think would stoop that low. I guess im still working on my pursuit of happiness but by the looks of it, I cant be happy for a long time.

I havent been on this in a LONG TIME !

Heeey I just decided to come back to my blog. Havent blogged in a while so here I go.


My life has been perfect for this past two months untill today. My "bestfriends" decide to tell me whats wrong with me. They said in class which was uncalled for that im acting different. They made up this stupid conclusion that I dont trust them anymore. Apparently they have been talking to eachother this whole week about me. They said im shy now and dont talk a lot. I dont know what to say half of the time cause they are talking about weird stuff. They said I dont talk to them anymore. I TALK TO THEM ALLL THEEE TIIMMMEE! Before they started to bring this up I had so much fun and we were laughing and talking. I had to go talk to this guy at school about something that only me and him knew about and they get jealious saying that I always talk about him and talking to him now! they are ACTING IMATURE! I am sick of them thinking that they are only my friends that I dont have a right to talk to my other ones. By an ACCIDENT I didnt hear my friend calling my name, she decides to go tell the other girls that im ignoring her! IT WAS BY AN ACCIDENT! They pass notes in class about me. My friend sits beside me and the other one across. I clearly know they are talking about me cause MY FREAKEN BESTFRIEND IN THE WHOLE WORLD ( ive known her since i was 3) WAS GIVING MY DIRTY LOOKS! They are acting like drama queens. This is not the first time the other girl pissed me off this week. Shes been bothering me and MY OTHER FRIEND. The funng part is that my friend since ive known since i was three is on her side. I HATE BOTH OF THEM RIGHT NOW! Its funny how the people you trust the most hurt you the most. Thats why I hate getting close to people now.

braces

Today I got my bottom braces, my mouth feels like a cup of pain. It hurts to get use to. I have to put up with these braces untill they feel better which is in 4 days-ish. Tomorrow im going to a fancy restaurant with my whole family! WHAT DO I DO?!!? My mouth is in pain. How do I eat food. Right now im eating baby food. Life is life and im going to have to put up with these braces :| Even though I HATE THEM!:@ but life is full of obsticials that are gonna hurt you and frighten you, unless you have helpful family,friends and obviously if you have ADVILL!!

just keeps on coming

My happiness and luck just keeps on coming, i had the greatest day today and a little surprise. I just never gave up on this one thing that made me brighten my day and guess what? Now hes in my life. We arent anything special but atleast i know he likes me and he knows i like him. Love is a magical thing, when u find someone to share it with. My lesson today was really, never give up and have some fun in life. Now I dont have to worry about a dark cloud coming over my head because my streak of happiness just keeps on coming, so just remember dont give up on things that make your life a whole lot brighter. :)

Happiness

Schools Done but it feels like the drama has never let go. I come for a dramatic school, everyone has to either start some thing or get caught in it (mostly the girls). My friends have changed a whole lot and they act like real nasty stuck up people. I cant keep acting cool with it. I gave up on them, I dont really talk to them anymore. Some times i wish it could be like it use to be, but i remember that some times u have to let go of the rude friends and keep hold of the bestfriends. I learned over the past two years, that no one can understand you other then your best and truthful friend. That is why i want to say that My best and always will be friend is rosie! I love her like a sister and shes always there from the good times and the bad<3 Some friends wont be there always when you need a shoulder offered. Like the saying "Friends help you carry out furniture, but Best Friends help you carry out bodys".

This is "My pursuit of happiness". I hope my wall will be some what intresting. I am happy to be a new comer of blog spot! Please enjoy my wall, ask me anything, give me advice. Please help me out if u have any suggestions. Thanks.